getting ready...

...to close my eyes for the night...i hope that i can sleep...i feel like i haven't really slept in so long...like i said before, whenever i even brush with consciousness during sleep time it floods in...it becomes immense...and i have the most comfortable bed...i thought i'd be able to wiggle it all away into my covers...my down comforter, my quilt, and my beechwood sheets...to snuggle up so tight that nothing can touch me...not even in my mind...but that's not the case...this ridiculousness has my mind encapsulated...confounded...under siege it feels...i can't wait to be free of this...i can't wait to wake up...