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...in the first day of this blog i have five followers...i have a shrine...i have beautiful comments...amazing emails...you people are amazing....i didn't expect any of this...

...i started this blog so that people could hear my story...so that those out there would know and understand what i'm going through, and so that strangers who are walking my path might find me, might relate, might find some solace in my journey....but what i've found is even more support than i could have imagined...this is amazing for me....this makes it easier for me....

...marc told me that my blog helps him to understand what i'm going through...i thought i was able to explain on the phone, talk about it to death, go over and over it until i make myself sick...until i feel pathetic that i can't stop talking about it...until i feel like a burden and a drain...that's how i feel when i talk about what's happening...talking all the time, i never shut up, it's got to be enough already....marc, jay, christopher, jesse....you listen and listen, enocuraging me to talk...but it must be difficult for you...helpless for you...that's what i hear...that you feel helpless....but please, please know....that what you perceive as helpless, i perceive as strength, as support, and as a constant....you, all of you, all of you who take the time to read this blog...you are not helpless in this journey, you are the bricks of the road that i walk...supporting me...keeping me...for that i thank you....