Wednesday, December 10, 2008

how am i supposed to work!?

...i'm sitting here writing reports...blind from lack of sleep...but no sleep...no time to sleep...too much to do...sleep's too scary anyway...there i go with the fear again...i am not supposed to be scared...there's a big no fear sign on my microwave...

...i put up little notecards all over my house with positive thoughts...i took pictures that i was going to have made into a collage so that i could post it, but mcwilliams and i couldn't get it together...they are everywhere...it's great...my cleaning lady must think i'm nuts, but that's the least of my worries...my bathroom mirror says fight....

...and that's what i'm trying to do...be a warrior...but this warrior is beat...and i have so much to do...so much positivity to maintain...so many reports to write...three...but that's about 12 hours worth of work...good thing i don't sleep...i WILL get it all done before tomorrow...but seriously, how am i supposed to work?

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